so much has been going on… i went to dc for a month, then senior year has started…
-unleash the power of the sun-
aiiight, so.
my alter ego. giselle ambrose bellaire.
she is: sophisticated, funny, witty, and sexy. basically, me x 10. =] i write “WWGD” on my hand to remind myself to engender her essence whenever i get into a situation in which her mannerisms and attitude would be beneficent.
i’ve always felt like i was born too late; my physical age may be 17, but i am mentally and emotionally 22. my playing field is at least 5 years ahead of my peers, and sometimes (ie: 90% of the time) it feels like i’m playing alone, and losing.
in other news, i have to write my senior chapel talk this upcoming week. i basically write about my personal philosophy and/or a life-changing event that helped form me into who i am today. i’m thinking of writing about how my life has always seemed so multifaceted, the different facets rarely overlapping. there are no Venn diagrams in my life. there is prep school Chinyere, jack & jill Chinyere, church Chinyere, and the best flavor, real Chinyere (no one knows her, except myself, Giselle, and you guys). oh, for an extra $20 you can get the Dream House & convertible.
as far as college goes, i’m pretty much set on Howard. i considered Emory, but it just doesn’t fit. i’m ok with that.
y’all have watched me develop (i guess) throughout this blog, and uncover my layers. [i'm not naked yet, don't get excited]. if you haven’t witnessed the transformation, please backpedal, and start from the beginning. you’ll see.
i’ll think of more things to say later. i’m exhausted.
[did you notice that i didn't swear? not even a minor "it's-in-the-bible" one? yeahhh buddy.]
I don’t really know what words I can say…but I just never EVER fathomed that he would ever die. I was just stunned when I found out.
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R.I.P.
